Well I just got the news, I am going to be a Grandfather.
Fear as well as joy come along for my boy and his love wife to be. Its a whole new game now with new rules new responsibility's.
Earlier today talking with a friend I mention how it would be nice if our children did not have to make the same mistakes we did. Wonder if my father thought the same.
My oldest Son is very much My boy I feel he got the best and some of the worst of my ways.
Now I am older and see so many mistakes I made and wish I could take back. Yet life is what it is
I may not be who I am with out some of those life teaching events.
We grow up falling down Learning to run and running into, we stick our fingers into places they do not belong. We get burned, beaten, tattered,torn.There are scrapes,bruise's,cuts boo boos galore along the way. An If we are blessed there is love, a kiss and maybe some magic dust to easy the boo boos.
I prayed for patient God gave a son. I prayed for love & tolerance. He gave me another!
I stopped praying for a time.
Now I do not know why so may of us do not start getting close to our Father in heaven until later in our lives. I have been on the path he placed me on almost 30 yrs ago.
Making my mistakes doing it my way and having great joy doing it his way. Still some days I get into self and my ways and it seems sometimes that there is no bandaid or magic dust to fix the grown up boo boos.
I have found God has a plan. It is not up to me what direction the path go's.
I also found their is no free will. There is Gods will & disobedience!
Out of all the things I have done Good and bad My boys are the best thing I have ever had A part in.
Why God chose me I have no clue. I am grateful for them.
Well my time here is gone so I will have to come back to it later.
Fear as well as joy come along for my boy and his love wife to be. Its a whole new game now with new rules new responsibility's.
Earlier today talking with a friend I mention how it would be nice if our children did not have to make the same mistakes we did. Wonder if my father thought the same.
My oldest Son is very much My boy I feel he got the best and some of the worst of my ways.
Now I am older and see so many mistakes I made and wish I could take back. Yet life is what it is
I may not be who I am with out some of those life teaching events.
We grow up falling down Learning to run and running into, we stick our fingers into places they do not belong. We get burned, beaten, tattered,torn.There are scrapes,bruise's,cuts boo boos galore along the way. An If we are blessed there is love, a kiss and maybe some magic dust to easy the boo boos.
I prayed for patient God gave a son. I prayed for love & tolerance. He gave me another!
I stopped praying for a time.
Now I do not know why so may of us do not start getting close to our Father in heaven until later in our lives. I have been on the path he placed me on almost 30 yrs ago.
Making my mistakes doing it my way and having great joy doing it his way. Still some days I get into self and my ways and it seems sometimes that there is no bandaid or magic dust to fix the grown up boo boos.
I have found God has a plan. It is not up to me what direction the path go's.
I also found their is no free will. There is Gods will & disobedience!
Out of all the things I have done Good and bad My boys are the best thing I have ever had A part in.
Why God chose me I have no clue. I am grateful for them.
Well my time here is gone so I will have to come back to it later.
