People talk about a zombie apocalypse. Well I think maybe we've got one going. I see people walking around hanging out totally oblivious to the world around them because they're playing with their phones. I think I'll call him phone zombies or maybe phonbies.
They wrecked cars walk into poles. Screwing around with their phones while on the clock instead of working causing coworkers to be late getting out period but yet they complain about getting out of work late.
They care more about online friendships then they do human contact it seems anymore.                            Yes it's definitely an apocalypse of Technology.

Once again I see where are modern conveniences the wonders of this new age are a burden and a plight on our society and on the family Network.
And I think the odds are probably good that there are some of these new age phonbies reading this right now.
Well there's a cure. PUT IT DOWN.

Almost 2yrs ago. (come this may) I went into centerpoint because of my heart & diabetes. Alot of people prayed for me, Thank you.
Here as Paul Harvey would say is the rest of the story.
I never got on the meds.
Doctors told me what most likely would happen or could happen if I didn't.
I was also referred to as a walking stroke....
With the medications & proper diet I could live a lot more years. With out not that many.
I live with pain every day. I have had chronic pain
for days on end. I have more good days then bad. I don't know wy I am lay'n this all out here other then to say I have made my peace with God and ready to go when he calls. But I am not sure if I have made my peace with all of you.
Also because none of us truly knows our final hr.
I have and do some that have it just as rough or worst then I.
Met many who have inspired me ,mentored helped me laugh and love. So to all those that have helped , prayed, lisson to my ranting. To those that have cried with me and for me. To those that loved me even when I did not deserve it.
Thank You. If no one has told you they love you today. Let me be the first.
God loves you and so do I.
  MadMan

I got my bucket of fuckits and headed down Don't-givashit lain.
I'm leaving propaganda avenue behind.
Common sense, morels and decency
just don't stand a chance in this world today it seems.
I will still stand by my God even when it feels like he has abandoned me....
But No longer will I tolerate others trying to force whats wrong on me saying its right just because everyone seems to be doing it.
If I have to go it alone so be it.
I will not go along to get along anymore!
NO MORE MR NICE GUY.
Consider this a deceleration of war.
I know I am not the only one.
Know & accept that. mfph.

Yours truly
The MadMan.
PS,
 As A add on. I will say this is some what a old position for me just need to rededicate myself to it.
I will say taking this kind of position and view on life carry's a price. At least one here. I believe any real pay off is in our heavenly rewards.
The price I have seen and payed it. willing to do so every time.
 This blog was wrote for one person whom I will not mention.
Until the next time.
 Privet MADMAN.
 The Lords Calvary.  

Most people who pray do so more to get their way I think. I to am guilty of it.
I want my prayer's to be sincere and in line with Gods will. This is not always easy. I want my walk to be godly, yet still I wander off coarse.
Sometimes it so hard to be a inperfect child and remember that my Father loves me anyway.
If no one has told you they love you today. Well God loves you and so do I.
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Can I just f****** quit.

Been gone for some time have not been able to get here not that it really matters.
Ok now, Let me explain my frustration.
 I was incident free since august 2016. picked up a new part time job back in Feb.

I am Working in the most fucked up place's I have ever worked. Having to get use to being just another grunt. Dealing with managers that lie ,try to manipulate , talk down to their workers.
Been years since I was on the bottom of the workers list.     
4-14_2017
  Wednesday night tripped over some stuff left on the floor at work after asking they stop putting things there. Laid unconscious on floor till the found me. I hurt like hell. There is no one to cover for me.
Last night dish machine breaks down. Right before dinner rush. I got it working then tolled the boss its not going to stay up. He said he call someone in the morning.( WTF! )
Hour later 10 till 7
I am loading it. The impossible happens. It starts running spraying water over 100 degrees into my face. In my ear, eye & up my nose.
Up until tonight I have been closing on my own. Doing the work of 2 or 3 people depending on the night.
Bitched at for my hrs as a part timer threaten with my job for being disgruntled. As well as stating my opinion.
So by the time Easter Sunday comes I will have 47hrs + or - and as a part timer I get no holiday pay.
 I am surrounded by Negativity!
 Now these few things would not be so bad if it was for the fact that this is about a recurring pattern.
 There's a helpful smile on every ail. LMAO.