True Madness part 2

Now in a effort to help some of you understand the beast called depression & the battle that the Manman has had with it,let me start with I speak only of myself from my views of my self.
It often runs in cycles some times a day or two some times months or yrs.
Fighting it on your own with out the help of a Doctor like I do is is dangerous and not recommended.
I have my reasons for doing this.
Sometimes it starts in mid day. At some point the beast wakes up things begin to be wrong this is mild and sometimes unnoticed maybe for days. This is the beginning of the cycle .
The next day when I wake up its SHIT another fuking day. Why even bother getting up. Sooner or later for one reason or another I have to. These days drag on in to late night and crappy television ending when fatigue finally wins out the depression.Sleep comes often after the silent tears that never flow & the prayers that morning never comes. These my be the last prayers said for many days.
  

True Madness

Hard to explain to someone who has no clue. It's a daily struggle being in pain or feeling sick on the inside while you look fine on the outside. Please put this as your status for at least 1 hour if you or someone you know has an invisible illness such as LPHS, PTSD, Anxiety, Bipolar, Depression, Diabetes, LUPUS, Fibromyalgia, TM, MS, ME, Arthritis, Celiac, Cancer, Heart Disease, Epilepsy, Autism,M.D., E.D.S. etc.) " Never judge what you don't understand,
That was posted By my Sweet sister.
Some people will never under stand The loneliness the fear of depression. The pain of it. Those that suffer from it and other invisible illness often hide it well. The question that one ask them self  far to often.
Its a wonder that I myself have not joined in with those that lison to the voice of suicide.
I myself believe that it is a spiritual battle and many days I have won out over it. but it seems like they where long ago.It truly is one day at a time. By Gods grace.
I fear that one day I will louse the battle that I will never know real joy or happiness again.
                                                                       THE MADMAN

From my friend Bill. yes I do have a few of those.

A lot going on in the world today. The war drums are beating again, this time it is Iran and the nuclear program that has everyone in an uproar. Then you have the severe weather out break of the past few days. Having said that here goes; The situation with Iran, Israel and the west, the U.S., in particular, I really feel like Ezekiel 38 & 39 is starting to play out. If you are not familiar with these two chapters read them. As far as the weather of the last few days, well I feel like we have seen this before. The tornado outbreak of 98 & 99. Lets not forget the early 90's weather outbreaks as well and then the outbreaks from last year, Alabama and Joplin. Does anyone else feel like we are under the Lords judgement, as a nation, for all the times we have pressured Israel to give up land for peace, as well as trying to tell them hands of nations that threaten them. Duster I know your opinion about this, but I am curious to hear anyone else's thoughts on this post.

 

 Well Bill you should know mine too! you know this is something I have talked about for long time but no one seems to want to hear it. People just say that people been say'n that $h!t for yrs. but every year its a little more like the book said!

You forgot some of the big ones Bill. The earth earthquake and tsunami' that hit japan and dumped loads of radioactive waste into the sea and air.

For those with ears will hear and those with eyes will see. The unbeliever has no God given ability (grace and discernment) to see these things.

If you have not noticed the record breaking trends in these storms. as well as the number new and dorment volcano's erupting in the last few years.

If you ask me the sign's are here, have been here for some time. But Not all is lost we will all be called to heaven before things get to out of hand.