ALLOW LEGALLY ARMED STAFF TO CARRY

You heard it right, gun grabbers. The recent shooting in Colorado at Arapahoe High School happened to have a Deputy Sheriff on school grounds who was working as a school resource officer, according to a CNN report. He was in the vicinity of the shooter when the rampage began and was able to end the violence in 80 seconds. The initial reports were stating that the police took 14 minutes to arrive on the scene, but we are now learning that wasn’t what ended the shooting.

The rampage might have resulted in many more casualties had it not been for the quick response of a deputy sheriff who was working as a school resource officer at the school, Robinson said.
Once he learned of the threat, he ran — accompanied by an unarmed school security officer and two administrators — from the cafeteria to the library, Robinson said. “It’s a fairly long hallway, but the deputy sheriff got there very quickly.”
The deputy was yelling for people to get down and identified himself as a county deputy sheriff, Robinson said. “We know for a fact that the shooter knew that the deputy was in the immediate area and, while the deputy was containing the shooter, the shooter took his own life.”
He praised the deputy’s response as “a critical element to the shooter’s decision” to kill himself, and lauded his response to hearing gunshots. “He went to the thunder,” he said. “He heard the noise of gunshot and, when many would run away from it, he ran toward it to make other people safe.”

Not even 24 hours ago, we posted an article discussing what we’ve learned since Sandy Hook and what we’re doing about it. Well, this is a perfect example of something we should be doing across the country.
While you’re here, this is a perfect opportunity to revisit The Illusion of the Gun Free Zone, as it fits like a perfectly matched puzzle piece.

We’re tired of being polite. This needs to be common practice.
ALLOW LEGALLY ARMED STAFF TO CARRY ON SCHOOL GROUNDS.
END GUN FREE ZONES.
Share this with as many people as you can, because these are the stories that don’t stay in the headlines for very long. It’s extremely important that people see these mass shootings when they end in this fashion. The media tends to give much more attention to the shootings that have a higher death toll. The reality is, the story above should have more coverage because of the low death toll and praise the officer for defusing a horrible situation that would have been much worse.

Is it a sin ?

I have been gone from here a long time now.
My soul maybe in tack my mind maybe under attack. The last half of my life has trained me well for this!
 BUT This pain everyday for so so long. It tears at my will. Pry's at my sanity. I get no rest or relief from it.
Is it a sin to want to die? I have no wish for it but I am ready. I believe in death I will find peace.
All I need all I want is to feel no pain. Get more the a few Hrs sleep at one time.
It has been one thing after another for so long. Lost jobs, fires sickness, and so on.

I know few read my blog. That's ok. I do this for me.

 My life has taken a change. Few weeks back well may 16th I think it was. I had a heart attack.
 Now the truth is heart problems and me, nothing new. This one was not just a coronary event like most the others. It hit me like a Mac truck. almost no warning. I got taken to Center Point. My blood sugar over 600. ac1 was doubled. Full blown diabetes.
The testing was done I have blockage in the heart. No stints needed but a shit load of meds I can not afford.
 Now here is the deal, Untreated I am at risk. This can and most likely will kill me.

Disowned or Excommunicated ?

Excommunicated, Disowned? Whatever it is, I am grieving. To those involved, are you happy? No one has bothered to ask me my side. Even though I can forgive the wrongs done to me, the damage being done is more then I can carry. My part well I am still trying to figure it all out. But how can I know what it is If the other side is not willing to talk to me?
To set a few things straight. I did not leave her at the hospital. The week before, I did not blow up. I was in pain with a piece of metal in my eye. I got mad because she was more concerned with the dog being in her closet then helping me. Everything escalated words got said resentments formed. It was the straw that broke me. Two days or so later in the morning I asked the boys to get on their chores. The fourth time I came in around 4pm and they had not done anything other the play on the playstation all day I did get angry I would not say I blew up I did raise my voice told them if the didn't get to work they would lose that play playstation.
Now there are truths and half truths being told. People taking sides. I never asked any one to take sides. I have been judge and found guilty with out ever being given a chance to defined my self.
Yes I said I want a divorce. With everything that has happened in just the last few years Why wouldn't I. Yet I made a promise and a Vow. I have kept them and Will keep them as best as I can even if I have to do it alone.
If you have a problem with me and you do not bring it to me it will never be resolved. the healing will never happen. The growth can not go on. Time will not heal all wounds. In fact this is one of those times when the longer it sets the worst it will be.
I have made my mistakes I will live with them.

For what it is worth I love you all. I always will. I will always miss you. 

Divorce

Nothing left to say. The Big D is here. I am num. I know that their are those that have & will be putting their 2 cents worth in and that is sad that people I know and care about are willing to feed a fire, To help destroy a marriage. Mark 10:9 What therefore God has joined together, let not man put asunder.
Mark 10-⁶ “But at the beginning of creation God ‘made them male and female. ⁷ ‘For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife,^{[b] 8} and the two will become one flesh. So they are no longer two, but one flesh. ⁹ Therefore what God has joined together, let no one separate.”...
^...12 And if she divorces her husband and marries another man, she commits adultery.”

More later maybe
 Madman.

I have no room in my life to hate. I have found," Proverbs 10:12 Hatred stirs up strife, but love covers all offenses. " James 2:13 Remember The amount of mercy we show others is the amount the Lord will show us. For judgment is without mercy to one who has shown no mercy. Mercy triumphs over judgment. Bill Wilson said "For when harboring such feelings [resentment] we shut ourselves off from the sunlight of the Spirit.
I am to old to waste my time on hatred or haters.