Yes I am MAD!

The Bullshit of the last few weeks on top of the last year has maxed out. We are now homeless. One more thing to add to the list of things I have lost in the last few yrs.And to think this was going to be the year I was going to get things under control. The selling of the house ends most of my work. Having to spend the time in a mad rush to get out cost me clients and work as well as tools. A lot of materials I had for work were taken some with out & some with permission,mostly by a chicken shit worm of a man. Things I set aside to take to storage I come back for just to find them gone or in the dumpster. Had another one of those dam events.Bruce found me at the bottom of the back porch steps. Not sure how long I was there. EMs got called out again. They wanted to take me in.I didn't let them.Needless to say it was a bit of a fight. It took a lot longer for me to com around to my senses. That made the 3rd one in less then 30 days. All this added up has got me down to questing my faith what little I have. I lost hope as well. No longer believe that my relatives give a rats ass or tinkers dam about me or my family. My Dad and Mother would not be pleased in what happened or how it was handled. Family no longer means jack in our new demy world. Pride,Lust,greed,seem to have taken over. Kick a man when he is down and screw him hard. Just so you can have a new car and house for yourself. There was one person in all this that saw the wrong in it and he didn't have the balls to stand up for it. Well I have done My inventory on this. I know where my wrongs are. I also know I need to for give. BUT... forgetting is not is going to happen.

Yes I am my brothers keeper!
I try walking a moral life. It is not easy. Pride,Selfishness,Self centeredness are always a enemy. Spiritual stones flung by the devil.
My walk in life my part in it may be very small and if I have made mistakes then I pray I have learned from them.
I also pray that God will put a hedge around me Guide me and keep me. That I may be the messenger and not the message.    
All that said here go's.
There been a lot of craziness going on around me lately. A lot of adult children playing games. Feelings getting hurt prideful ramblings, game playing, mud slinging an so on. The choice of what is right and what is wrong is not that hard when you remove pride and selfishness.
When you seek vengeance dig two graves.
If you truly want to do what is right seek Gods will not yours.
Remember what you do today is the path you will walk tomorrow.
Hardship,struggles,turmoil and pain is a part of what we all must walk through. Seeking a easier softer way is what we often desire.
Do not run and hide!
Cowboy up and face it.Work through it. Live learn.
 Schools out grow up! put down the remote,the game controller,the beer, the joint.
Pick up a Bible. Put away the buzz.Stop complaining about the problems in you life and take advantage of the growth opportunity's God has given you.
2 Their are three kinds of people in this world.
Those that watch what happens,Those that make things happen,Those that look up and say What happened.Pick your category
3 This old world of ours owes you NOTHING! If anything you owe it. Screw what the big dogs are doing just get off the porch! Parents Be parents,teach.What you do is just if not more important then what you say. We are all a part of a great whole. 
You may only be a small speck in the great picture but with out you the picture is incomplete.
Stop being hateful and pissy.Learn to love and get along. You do not have to go along to get along.You have to accept and love people with all there faults .The only way you can change another person is 1st by changing yourself.
1 Corinthians 13:1-13 ...If I give away all I have, and if I deliver up my body to be burned, but have not love, I gain nothing!
If I hold you accountable for your actions and I am standing in principles based on morals not in pride or personality. If I seek to set right what is unjust with out taking sides. Then as a brother I have done my job.     

Time for a RANT. Just a few things to say.
1 Schools out grow up! put down the remote,the game controller,the beer, pick up a Bible. Put away the buzz.Stop complaining about the problems in you life and take advantage of the growth opportunity's God has given you.
2 Their are three kinds of people in this world.Those that watch what happens,Those that make things happen,Those that look up and say What happened.Pick your category.
3 This old world of ours owes you NOTHING! If anything you owe it. Screw what the big dogs are doing just get off the porch! Parents Be parents,teach.What you do is just if not more important then what you say. We are all a part of a great whole. You may only be a small speck in the great picture but with out you the picture is incomplete.Stop being hateful and pissy.Learn to love and get along. You do not have to go along to get along.You have to accept and love people with all there faults .The only way you can change another person is 1st by changing yourself.
1 Corinthians 13:1-13 ...If I give away all I have, and if I deliver up my body to be burned, but have not love, I gain nothing.

 Think about this.Your language is a spiritual barometer.
The strongest & most dangerous muscle in your body is your tongue.
One harsh statement will destroy a ten good ones!
Once you let out hateful statements,harsh condemning words saying I am sorry will not bring them back.
  I see and hear people badmouthing family,friends ect.Talking crap,trying to place themselves above others. I see it in the news.Read it in the papers Hear it from people I know.
I am tired of it.I am tired of this kind of crap hitting me everywhere I go. Now Here is what I want to say. 
(1)THINK before you open your mouth or post! And If you are trying to change the world make sure you are living in it and a part of it first.