Yes I am MAD!

The Bullshit of the last few weeks on top of the last year has maxed out. We are now homeless. One more thing to add to the list of things I have lost in the last few yrs.And to think this was going to be the year I was going to get things under control. The selling of the house ends most of my work. Having to spend the time in a mad rush to get out cost me clients and work as well as tools. A lot of materials I had for work were taken some with out & some with permission,mostly by a chicken shit worm of a man. Things I set aside to take to storage I come back for just to find them gone or in the dumpster. Had another one of those dam events.Bruce found me at the bottom of the back porch steps. Not sure how long I was there. EMs got called out again. They wanted to take me in.I didn't let them.Needless to say it was a bit of a fight. It took a lot longer for me to com around to my senses. That made the 3rd one in less then 30 days. All this added up has got me down to questing my faith what little I have. I lost hope as well. No longer believe that my relatives give a rats ass or tinkers dam about me or my family. My Dad and Mother would not be pleased in what happened or how it was handled. Family no longer means jack in our new demy world. Pride,Lust,greed,seem to have taken over. Kick a man when he is down and screw him hard. Just so you can have a new car and house for yourself. There was one person in all this that saw the wrong in it and he didn't have the balls to stand up for it. Well I have done My inventory on this. I know where my wrongs are. I also know I need to for give. BUT... forgetting is not is going to happen.