I was thinking about Brett today and remembering one the last conversations we had. We talked about the shit he was or had been doing how he keep getting screwed up. I told him I know I am not you favorite person but that don't matter to me I like ya anyway and I don't want the next time I see you to be in a box! He said your right you haven't been but I appreciate your honesty even though you piss me off I know your right. Now that was a few weeks before he drowned.I did not go to see him in that box. I also lost my friend Wess to the bottle this last yr. total friends lost this yr has been 8. Some died sober.
now the truth is I don't have many friends in my inner circle. Many people don't like me because I shoot from the hip call them as I see them. I tend to be a bit of a hard ass when it comes to living the sober life.
I believe in what the Big book & the Good book teaches and some people get scared by it or feel uncomfortable because of it. Well to bad.
If my living a moral life makes you uncomfortable then at least I am doing something right .
More then once someone has told me that what I said pissed them off, then thanked me. others have told me maybe you should tone it down or be more politically correct. Well I say fuck that. Personally I think there is to much politically correctness in the world. Try to offend me go on piss me off. I won't say I'm sorry I hurt your feelings I might say, fuck you or fuck off maybe even a your fucking nuts! I may and in the past have apologized not for what I said but the way I said it.
I do not intend to hurt peoples feelings and try not to. Yet there are times that the boot in the ass is better then the soft sympathetic pat on the shoulder.
Those that know me and bring one of there problems to me know that they are going to get a no nonsense answer with a side of Christianity.
I also remember that I was not raised by soft hands.There was more then enough love in my fathers ruff hard hands.
When I got sober it was because of the unvarnished truth that those old men told me. Hard & soft both are part of the love others gave me when I needed it as well as the pat on the back and the kind words.
Believe it or not I would rather be right then happy. And no I don't agree to disagree. kindness can kill at times. In today's world to many people want to forget the morals of our forefathers because they do not want to offend anyone. That's it for now other then to say Don't wish me any happy Holiday wishy washy shit. ITS MERRY CHRISTMAS!
I want to add a little something here. You can have whatever celebration or holiday you want. Just stop trying to get rid of mine and stop trying to force me to except it and we will be fine. the harder you try to push down my rights the harder I am going to be.As for politically correctness its not in my bag of tricks. But I do know God has my back. As I said before you can not change the truth! I am me let me be that way.
now the truth is I don't have many friends in my inner circle. Many people don't like me because I shoot from the hip call them as I see them. I tend to be a bit of a hard ass when it comes to living the sober life.
I believe in what the Big book & the Good book teaches and some people get scared by it or feel uncomfortable because of it. Well to bad.
If my living a moral life makes you uncomfortable then at least I am doing something right .
More then once someone has told me that what I said pissed them off, then thanked me. others have told me maybe you should tone it down or be more politically correct. Well I say fuck that. Personally I think there is to much politically correctness in the world. Try to offend me go on piss me off. I won't say I'm sorry I hurt your feelings I might say, fuck you or fuck off maybe even a your fucking nuts! I may and in the past have apologized not for what I said but the way I said it.
I do not intend to hurt peoples feelings and try not to. Yet there are times that the boot in the ass is better then the soft sympathetic pat on the shoulder.
Those that know me and bring one of there problems to me know that they are going to get a no nonsense answer with a side of Christianity.
I also remember that I was not raised by soft hands.There was more then enough love in my fathers ruff hard hands.
When I got sober it was because of the unvarnished truth that those old men told me. Hard & soft both are part of the love others gave me when I needed it as well as the pat on the back and the kind words.
Believe it or not I would rather be right then happy. And no I don't agree to disagree. kindness can kill at times. In today's world to many people want to forget the morals of our forefathers because they do not want to offend anyone. That's it for now other then to say Don't wish me any happy Holiday wishy washy shit. ITS MERRY CHRISTMAS!
I want to add a little something here. You can have whatever celebration or holiday you want. Just stop trying to get rid of mine and stop trying to force me to except it and we will be fine. the harder you try to push down my rights the harder I am going to be.As for politically correctness its not in my bag of tricks. But I do know God has my back. As I said before you can not change the truth! I am me let me be that way.
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